Tuesday, November 10, 2009

Thoughts Spilling.........


This is a painting i did on a particularly difficult night, staying in a wonderful little B&B upstate. Sitting in a room by myself (unless of course you count Joshua Radin on the iPod there with me) confronting all the things that were and still are going on....thoughts spilling out around this girl who just can't open her eyes up just yet....still waiting...still searching...still seeking for the purpose as to why she is where she is.......
Still many changes going on. I finally moved...bittersweet. But to look on the positive side, it's a new beginning. Still working on my art room, it is a complete and utter mess, as is my computer room, but will have them both sorted out by the time i have my housewarming party (fingers crossed). Life has been pretty topsy turvy this year...both some of my worst days ever in my existence, mingled with some of my best days ever. Reconnecting with old friends, finding out who my true ones are and making the changes i need to make in order to be the best person i can be...my true authentic self is emerging slowly. Very slowly....but patience was never one of my strong points. Missing all my old blog friends as well...hope to hear from you soon......and looking forward to what's been going on in your world.
Hugs. Love. Namaste.

3 comments:

Alison Gibbs said...

Lina sometimes it is so hard to 'open your eyes' cos you know it's gonna hurt. It has been tough for you but your will come through it all a stronger person. You can now be the 'you' you want to be. I have had a tough 12 months where my eyes were sadly opened, worked through heaps and am now a stronger person because of it
Alison

Jessica said...

Lina so good to see you here! I hope this coming year brings more of the best days for you!

Anonymous said...

Although it may be difficult to open your eyes, it is the only way you will see the light. Keep strong